06/21/10 She sucked the nectar from my heart like a famished butterfly.

Many people just can't get off their high horse and find fun in trying to judge other peoples lives, not just mine, anyone who they feel is interesting enough. I believe in karma, so highly because it has never let me down in the end. You wouldn't worry about how much people talked about you if you realized how seldom they do, so let them, and don't give a fuck. =)

No one wants chaos.That's why a lot of people
keep it under control,and are somehow capable of sustaining a
house or a structure,feeling peace.They are the engineers of
the superseded;Others think exactly the opposite: They make the another person responsible for their happiness and blame them for their possible unhappiness.They are either euphoric because something marvelous has happened or depressed because something unexpected has just ruined everything.

I live happy.

-Nellie.

06/20/10 It is my ambition to say in ten sentences what others say in a whole book

06/11/10 I crushed your ego,put the pieces in a suitcase and fed it to the stars.

I'm having a conversation with the butterfly resting on my shoulder. We're talking about humanity, and vibrant souls. I watched the butterfly fly away transforming into a colorful leaf, falling from the strongest tree. The leaf landed in my hair and whispered forgotten memories into my ear. The leaf brushed over my lips and joined it's family and friends flying across the ground in circles. I could hear them crackling and rustling in the breeze, telling their stories to the universe. The leaves understand me, the incomprehensible simplicity.


-Nellie.